my weekend was...beautifully heartbreaking.
rough.
but in a.. "i know things are going to be okay" kind of way..


something i learned at the leadership retreat this weekend....wich was wonderful, btw...

is that we have two choices in this life....choose faith. or walk away.

...and if you love God....you choose.

simplified.

i don't have anything i can do but choose faith....
questions...choose faith.
doubts...choose faith.
fears...choose faith.

i'm thankful for the men in my life...i'm thankful for their willingness to step up and lead and be....so very amazing.

i'm thankful for joshua...who was jesus to me yesterday. plain and simple. he was. and i needed it more than i could ever begin to write.

today. i put on the full armor of God......

and i battle.
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