A lack of writing. A lack of discipline. A lack of self evaluation has left me shallow. 

Such a strange place to be in life. I hate feeling indifferent, and yet, there are times in my life when I'm fighting with every bit of strength I have not to become apathetic.

Unknowingly, I've fallen into another one of those ruts. I've just been too preoccupied with getting things done to notice that I'd stopped feeling.

The exhausting part of life is the having to constantly flush out the junk that piles up in your heart. 

Thank God for grace. 

"...for now I'm going to try and dream a dream that I actually want to be lost in."

~S